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Monday, July 25th, 2005
11:50 am
godmusthateyou go to:


or i will steal your soul.

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Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004
8:20 pm - Hey I is a new member!

Wow and ins't that just spiffy. There are a lot of things on my mined right now that are fuckin with me. I can't wait for today to be over. All day long I was witness to people fighting like little kids about the election. "Oh I'm not voting for him" or "Is that who YOU are voting for?" It's like when you were a kid and got got into an argument over who could beat who in an arm wrestling match. It's pointless. No matter who wins, we're all gonna get screwed somehow. Nothing much will change. The hierarchy of social classed will still be in place, the economy will still be fucked, there will still be an energy monopoly, people will die needlessly, more terrorist attacks will come, people will be led into a false sense of security because there is a color scheme that tells them how worried they should be, advances in technology will enable people to think even less, and more people will buy into the idea that they must be connected 24/7. By embracing the whole, you lose the self. But it isn't even possible to not be connected, so another ideal that had once meant something to me has died. From this, stems the loss of humanity...

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Friday, April 26th, 2002
3:25 am - Oops...

correct Lj user name:


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3:19 am

Hi I'm new.. found this from <lj user="funktifiedg>" SO I guess I have to tell a story... I went out with the one guy a couple years ago.. Everything was peachy keen. then we broke up.. we were both virgins when we met.. He turns around & tells his girlfriend after me that he never had sex & she was the 1st. Needless to say, she worked w/ me & was a good friend of mine. So one night we went up to him & beat the living shit out of him.. You should never mess with 2 angry girls. That's my story..

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Friday, March 29th, 2002
6:09 pm - NOFX ROX MY SOX

so im new.yes.isnt that exciting.
i like punk.its fun.
i have been having problems with my boyfriends' friend(hes a bitch),and with basically everyone for that matter.
they are bitches, and they can die.
anyway.this looked cool, so i joined.

current mood: apathetic

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Thursday, March 21st, 2002
1:13 pm - Holy Community


Anyone still read this?

Im Katie, I made this, and then no one ever posted.

IF anyone reads this... Tell me a story. About yourself, and why you are who you are.

I met this kid named Mike, my sophmore year. He was new, he shared my love for music. We hung out, ended up together. He was a virgin, and me, being me, sex is a big deal. I love sex, like, straight up. I could have sex everyday, and be fine with that. Still want it. Anyways, he gave it up about a month in. Then he said he loved me. I was over it.

Big drama.

Then this kid dies 2 years later, and I find out that he kept everything I had ever written him.

I almost died.

Thats one reason.


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Saturday, February 23rd, 2002
2:55 pm - Wow
hold_my_glue Nobody ever posts here. What are you all doing? How is everyone? I am pretty bad.

current mood: empty

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Friday, February 1st, 2002
3:55 pm - Hey people
hold_my_glue How goes it? I'm looking for some new LJ buddies, so you can IM me holdmyglue if you want to talk to me or just add me to your friends list or whatever.

Gah, I am bored.

current mood: bored

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Sunday, July 29th, 2001
12:42 am - well, fuck me.


i'm new.

...yep, thats it.

current mood: bored

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Saturday, May 26th, 2001
6:40 pm

community. score.


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Tuesday, May 15th, 2001
5:20 pm

I am so tired of lies, being lied to, and feeling like I my life is a lie. Sleep helps, but the disturbing dreams do not. Alex, sexy little 16 yr. old punk rock jail bait anna's-brother. Sleeping on bottom bunks, proms with best friends, best friends leaving me. Krs, lying to me, having sex with re, or at least hoping to. Cute boys in fast cars, Volvo's, Staind, needing to hear "Its been awhile." Finally over Terence, feeling free, feeling skeckzi. Wishing for sexy punk rock boy to come sweep me off my adidas clad feet and take me off to the world of shiny happy people, but yet? do I want to be a shiny happy person? Naw, I like being me, and i like the life I am living. I like me, and I like San Jose. I wanna go to Cancun, and get plastered, and puke, and have fun. Alas, It is too late. Too too late. I do not care, I am looking forward to moving home, to being able to wake up alone in the house while my dad is off at work, and step-wench is gone. No smokes, no job, stupid pot-smoking people, UGH.... lame aim conversations with ex's that want me to trust, when I feel I cannot. Fake emoti-con smiles, words I do not mean, life to live, ex wanting sex, not gonna happen, wanting to know curious purpletech.com boi, wanting to kill stupid people that fuck up my world, and wanting a goddamn camel turkish gold when all I have is kamel red lights. Broken smokes, empty lighters, is this a sign? missing dead mommy, hating mothers day, missing people that have gone, lush nights sitting atop the pruneyard parking structure talking to no one but me. Full journals, the yearn to write, lesbian best buddies hassling me, more fake smiles and words I do not mean. purpletech.com boi reminds me of mike, gone mike, missed mike, sad katie. stupid goober comments, re:my hair, fuck off, you like it... best friends and esex doing coke on the table while I sit and twiddle my fucking thumbs, my psuedo straight edge-ness, sleep less nights spent driving nowhere, scott moving away, shedding tears for people that do not care, tired, brain dead by 2 am.... Life to live, no more time for compooter world, the real one beckons ever so insistently. "Its been awhile...."

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7:16 pm
punkerdork today is like a roller coaster. im not sure if im gonna crash yet, so im just waiting. i was like worried, so my stomach started hurting. and its still hurting, but its not so bad now. i can give more like tomorrow, when things are clear.

current mood: confused

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Friday, May 11th, 2001
4:41 pm - my first post here

I fucking hate customers at my movie theater. DOES IT LOOK LIKE I SET THE DAMN PRICE? ugh that shit pisses me off.

and to all the soccer moms: my hair is orange just to make you mad.


current mood: bitchy

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Thursday, May 10th, 2001
6:15 pm
punkerdork my knee hurts. but my trip is tomorrow, so it needs to get better. but i can walk, but i dont have fun at all. poor knee.
oh oh shanan <3, i get to see her tomorrow.
i think ky might come on the trip tomorrow, in which case - yay and fun.
if not tyn and alehandro are coming. i need to find something to wear...
i really like the commercial where the girl asks "so, how long have you two been brother."
i saw mike after school - we got ices. pina colata.
i played the set really well today. like the theme from new york, new york. i played the entire set, like my arms and legs worked together, so i played the snare/high hat/bass drum all at the same time to a defined song.
it was cool, so im proud. no homework, wahoo!
the temp is like ekk. up and down.

current mood: hot

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Sunday, April 15th, 2001
2:00 pm

Since no one else ever fucking posts here besides me, I will use this to bitch and moan, and bitch.

fucking boi. I hate him right now. He hasnt even had the balls to email me since I left. I am so fucking done with him. And his goddamn bullshit.

Will I ever speak to him again? NOT ON YOUR LIFE!

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Wednesday, April 4th, 2001
8:42 pm

I created this community to be the place where you can be rude, obnoxious, nlunt, anything... as long as it benefits getting our points across. Be yourself here, if nowhere else. Take pride in the fact that being you has created the life you lead. Take no ones bullshit, and live.

"Can I call you sweetheart? Or even babydoll... If I had your number, You'd be getting a phonecall..."

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8:40 pm

Somedays I lie alone and confused.


Good Charlotte, Afi, Rancid, Mxpx....

WHo else can do to me what this music does?


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